edge of your mind

rave

2006-12-29T15:44:00.000-08:00

rave Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. notes?

downgrade

2006-02-26T15:23:00.000-08:00

Hello,For anyone that still reads this, I have a new journal:www.nowiknowforever.livejournal.com

you do your thing and I do mine...

2006-02-05T14:01:00.000-08:00

The most beautiful thing happened on Thursday in my English class. The essay that was due that day was about reflecting on a time in your life, three people read theirs. One girl wrote about Invisible Children, which was nice and sincere. Another girl wrote a very long paper reflecting on a photograph of her and her mom at her mom's wedding (she was only 18 when she got married). In the

it's not me, it can't be...

2006-01-27T19:37:00.000-08:00

As of late, I have been having to keep myself occupied, with television, books or music; so my mind will not start to drift into places that I do not want it to be. I guess it is good that I am reading again."I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can't think again. Not ever again"I truly do not enjoy thinking of Kaydie making memories with someone else. I know

forgive me if I slow you down...

2006-01-26T22:28:00.000-08:00

I am in a very weird state right now. Kaydie and I broke up on Sunday; but we decided to be best friends still. I am thankful for that because she is such an amazing person. We talk more now then we did during the last few weeks of our relationship, so that is good. On Monday, we talked on the phone a lot, which made me happy even though; she would just hang up on me when her television show came

in your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there...

2006-01-25T20:38:00.000-08:00

And I cried,but you know, it was a happy cry,maybe a confused cry.I tried really hard to keep it in because I didn't want to wake my parentsI think it was a cry of hope, or a thankful cry. Because I am not somewhere else, and I am here.And she sounded truly happy.I really missed that sound.Thank God that I am here right now, I am so happy. But what should I do?I don't want to push her awayBut I

the only time wasted is the time we spend thinking we're alone

2006-01-22T18:05:00.000-08:00

Heres to:In'n'OutStarbucksShady El Cajon StreetsABC Family line-up from 2 til 6ToTo'sDiet CokeThe HolidaysCakesCoffeeMondaysSleepingGI JoesMoviesThe VaultKonstantineMedicineThe hospitalHilberto'sJamba Juice12 O'Clock curfewsThe smoochie facesBrushed hairBackward skirtsThe motherly phone callsFalling asleep on the phoneStaying up til 3Sleepless sick nightsForgivenessHours of "Next" late at

but i'll try to try...

2006-01-14T01:17:00.000-08:00

One day, we will find ourselves just where we'd least expected to. We will all grow up to be the dreams we dreamed we'd be on bedroom floors. But I can't promise you there will not be days that star won't shine, no I can't promise you I won't let you down, leaving you feeling out. One day, we will be content to listen not just wait to talk, and we will learn to love our moms and appericate what

so this is the new year, part 2

2006-01-01T01:27:00.000-08:00

I have learned a lot over the past year, such as to never turn down the radio when Kaydie is listening to Fall Out Boy or Dark Blue. In addition, this year I found a lot of knowledge and comfort in quotations, here are a few of my favorites:"A Year in Quotes""I sucked 10 dicks last night, Check!"-Jeff Micklos with the Clobber Crew"What does that make me? a log-sleeping loser."-Cory Matthews"And

so this is the new year, part 1

2005-12-30T23:25:00.001-08:00

Recently, but not so much anymore, I have been bothered by insignificant issues. Whether worrying, over-analyzation, or jealousy causes it, little things have been getting to me and I hate it. It does not help anything one bit. I have been trying to fix it and I have been doing pretty well recently. Here is an example of such an issue; tonight Kaydie went out with her friends, I called her and

I will keep you safe in my harbor, where my eyes and my arms are...

2005-12-12T23:08:00.000-08:00

Today Kaydie came over. Her and I get along so well, whenever we are together it is so amazing. I do not think she understands how she makes me feel, it is unparalleled. This time around, she came into my life at such a confusing period, with Alisha just leaving, and Katie doing her thing, it was a very pivotal and vexing time in my life. She showed me something that I had not seen for a long

we woke up one morning and fell a little further down...

2005-12-11T22:46:00.000-08:00

shoesOriginally uploaded by nowiknowforever. It has been about one month since I have last updated my journal, and a lot has happened.-Thanksgiving-Hospital-Show-Finals-Christmas {almost}I will give all the readers a brief recap of all those events. Thanksgiving went really well at my house. The whole family came over and it was just like a normal Thanksgiving; it was so long ago I really

my lips, and my heart will meet and never again shall part...

2005-11-13T16:02:00.000-08:00

awwOriginally uploaded by nowiknowforever. Life has been going wonderfully for me. Kaydie and I have been seeing a lot of each other, which I really enjoy because she makes me happy. My weekends have been very eventful recently, between baking cakes, band practice, Starbucks, movies, the beach, and other fun activities I have not gotten a chance to update. I do not really have much to say

happy birthday to me...

2005-10-30T23:46:00.000-08:00

fountainOriginally uploaded by nowiknowforever. As many of you know, this weekend was my birthday weekend; and I turned 18. I wasn't really looking forward to turning 18, but I don't feel any different and this was the best birthday I think I have ever had, or at least that I can remember. This weekend I did many enjoyable activities for my birthday.Friday: After school, Joe came down and we

"do I go to fucking DeVry or something?"

2005-10-27T19:05:00.000-07:00

I was really dreading going to class today, but it wasn't so bad after all. Yesterday I was social, which was the first time I actually talked since school started. I made my first college friend. She came up to me during my lunch break and said she saw me at Copeland; we talked for a while then went to our separate classes. She has the same major as me, and she moved here from Nebraska. She

locked & kept secret, buried below...

2005-10-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

A short while after my last update, Katie called... She apologized for making me choose between her and Kaydie, she said she knew it was wrong and she felt really bad afterwards. She expressed how she felt and that she wants me to be happy, and if Kaydie makes me happy then she wants me to be with her. We had a long, semi-informative conversation. We talked about why she did what she did

a function of the heart...

2005-10-24T19:52:00.000-07:00

Katie and I were just text messaging eachother and she kept on trying to persaude me to stop talking with Kaydie, I said that I wasn't going to stop talking to her because she is a good friend. Katie apparently wasn't going to deal with that, so she told me to choose between the two of them. I told her that was a horrible thing to make me do, but if I had to choose I would choose Kaydie because

i'm 22 for a moment...

2005-10-23T18:07:00.000-07:00

tables and joe Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. This weekend was very eventful... Friday night was homecoming, I had a lot of fun seeing everyone from high school, it brought memories of last year and what not. They had some nice fireworks, even though one almost hit me. Afterwards, we followed tradition and went to starbucks. We started to go to starbucks after last homecoming, so

quote of the day...

2005-10-21T09:20:00.000-07:00

I'm seventeen and I'm crazy. My uncle says the two always go together. When people ask your age, he said, always say seventeen and insane. - Ray Bradbury

those drugs you got won't make you feel better...

2005-10-19T22:02:00.000-07:00

I guess I am getting better at this whole "new friends" idea.Today during my lunch break I asked a girl if I could share a table with her, she said yes. We didn't talk, we just shared a table, it was nice...The past few days I have talked to Alisha, I guess she is doing well in Washington. It is still difficult to start a conversation with her, I just don't know what to say. I have been trying to

life is always better after the fall...

2005-10-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

I am at school right now, waiting until my 1 o'clock math class, I have a test. I guess I am prepared?Anyways, last night I had the strangest dream, I was at a school party in a hotel and a whole bunch of girls and I were in a room, sitting in a circle and one kissed me. Then we started to talk and I told her I was 17, she then got up and left. I think that this dream exposes my subconscious fear

it felt just like falling in love again...

2005-10-18T22:24:00.000-07:00

I forgot how amazing this feeling is.But now, I remember it well.

nice guys finish last...

2005-10-18T19:28:00.000-07:00

Today was a very nice day.Bryan, Raya, and I went down to Balboa Park where we went to all the museums , which was very nice. Raya was taking pictures for a photo assignment and it made me really wish I had brought my camera. Also, there was a very nice sunset. A very good part of my day was when I briefly talked to Alisha. I hadn't talked to her since she moved away, 2 weeks ago; so it was very

i'm stepping away so just keep batting your eyes...

2005-10-17T00:10:00.000-07:00

Recently, Katie and I haven't been talking, I am not sure if that is good or bad. All I do is try to make her happy, and help her see what {I think} is best for her; but I have came to the conclusion that I don't know what's good for her. I guess if smoking, lying, and what not is good for her, then that's what she can do; but I don't want to be associated with that, or have anything to do with

it feels so good knowing nothing...

2005-10-16T16:44:00.000-07:00

Right now, it is raining; this reminds me so much of last year.Yesterday was a very delightful day. We recorded a new song which is super good, then we went to go see Chasing Paper and Get Back Loretta, both of which were amazing. I had a very good time dancing. Afterwards we went to Starbucks. But still, somethings confuse me. My friend started to smoke, not weed, just cigarettes. I just don't

bathed in new light...

2005-10-09T20:27:00.000-07:00

I have successfully completed one week of class. School is difficult, there is a lot of work. I only truly enjoy one of my classes, I hope that I will grow to enjoy all of them. I am still debating wether or not I should add a class, if so, I was thinking Photography; after all how much work could it be? I haven't made any friends yet, let alone talked to anyone. I think I will just keep to

and the tumblers are drained and then flooded...

2005-10-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

So, here I am sitting in starbucks at college, my 1st class starts at 1, and it is math. I kind of wish my first class wasn't math, I don't think I am ready for a 4 hour math class right now. I haven't taken a math class since Junior year of high school. I also have to return some books, but the guy at the book store said come back at 11, I have time to burn.I walked around this rather small

returned again and everything is okay...

2005-10-04T23:33:00.000-07:00

Today was an amazing day. It was my last day of summer, and I cannot think of how it could be better.Bryan, Raya, and Chelsea came over, we made food and watched ABC family like we always had done before. The simple things are always so nice. Later, we went on a quest, we weren't sure where we would end up, but we were determined. We ended up downtown. We explored, and had the most amazing time,

and here are you, glow sun...

2005-10-04T01:13:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh, Should we even talk about what happpened tonight? I am ready to talk about it? Can I articulate proper words?Tonight was revolutionary, to say the least...Sigur Ros and Amina show. Wow. It was so amazing. I even cried. I guess it was all this emotion that is bottled up inside of me mixed with the raw emotion of the music; I simple could not hold it in, although I tried to hide it because

i can still remember the summers eve...

2005-10-03T10:09:00.000-07:00

It is 10 o clock in the morning, very rarely I am up this early. When I woke up this morning it was a very nice day, the sun was shining through the windows, as if it were still summer; I felt as if I should have someone by my side. Waking up made me happy, I guess it relates back to one of the best statements anyone has ever told me; it was in 8th grade. My science teacher {who I was never

can't do a thing but wait, so lets wait for one more...

2005-10-02T00:20:00.000-07:00

Wow, tonight, I don't even know what to say about tonight. It was all very interesting...Well, Joe and I went to Starbucks and hung out there, there was a hardcore show at Ground Zero. Joe and I were just chillin when Shae comes in and we talk about Katie and how she doesn't know what happened between us, so I ask Shae to go get her so Katie and I could talk and try to figure things out. So Katie

turn myself to the sweaty covers...

2005-09-27T19:57:00.000-07:00

sunset Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. Here is the sunet I was telling you about yesterday, it is nice huh? The picture could be better but I was in the backseat of the car..As of recent, I have grown weary; which has resulted in me updating more, which I think is a positive reaction to a negative action. Bryan, Raya and I were supposed to hang out, I am not sure if we will though

TV is the true mirror of our lives...

2005-09-27T00:31:00.000-07:00

I am aware that I say this every post, but I will reiterate it once more; things are changing very fast.College Is going to change my life so much, I haven't had a major change like this since I started high school. I wonder if I will fit in there. I was talking to Alisha about fitting in yesterday, I came to the conclusion that I have never really fit in with the cliche groups of high school. I

because, I didn't think you wanted me to...

2005-09-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

"You know I'm leaving in a week""Yeah. I know""Don't start crying again.""Okay""I want you to listen.""Okay.""I'm really scared to be alone at college""You are?" I never really thought of that before."Just like you're really scared to be alone here""Okay" I nodded."So, I'll make you a deal. When things get to be too much at college, I'll call you, and when things get to be too much here, you call

loving is fine if you have plenty of time....

2005-09-25T00:14:00.000-07:00

sky show Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. Summer is really winding down, I am starting to visit my friends at school in the dorms. Doing this makes me wish I would have lived in the dorms or gone to a different school, something along the lines of UCSD, like Joe. I can always transfer school if I don't like AI. My computer charger is dead, so recently I have been using my PC, which I

"this is like, really good surrealism"

2005-09-16T00:32:00.000-07:00

this is how I am feeling:Things are going to be very different from here on out, A number of elements are changing in my life; drastically. Joe is off at College Alisha is moving to Washington I am turning 18 soon I am starting college very soon I am sitting in Pat's room watching Bryan and Pat paint, I am missing a lot of things in my life right now and I really hope this weekend will

i won't even ask you where you've been

2005-09-14T21:24:00.000-07:00

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time I better stop now before I start crying Go off to sleep in the sunshine I don't want to see the day when it's dying She's a sight to see, she's good to me She's a pretty thing and she knows everything You don't deserve to be lonely But those drugs you got won't make you feel better Pretty soon you'll find it's the only Little part of your life you're

what does that make me? a log-sleeping loser.

2005-09-12T19:13:00.001-07:00

Disney Land.I have 32 pictures to show you all, sorry they are so small, to see them bigger go here.We left my house at about 5:45 and got to disneyland in 1 hour and 20 minutes.Needless to say, we were very tired and only on 30 minutes of sleep.We woke up a bit, so it was ride timeas you can tell, mark was still tiredthen we dove into this bath of drugs they call, winnie the pooh.brian in line

am I alone in this?

2005-09-05T22:34:00.000-07:00

I have found out one of main downfalls...When I find out that someone has feelings for me I usually tell them that I have the same feelings for them, which I think could scare them, but what I say is the truth. I really hope they know that.What really isn't good is that I need to be constantly reminded that they still have feelings for me. If I am not, I think that I have done something wrong and

soft as a feather...

2005-09-05T01:58:00.000-07:00

I saw a few people this weekend, makes me very happy.speak for me:The first star I see may not be a star.We can't do a thing but wait....So let's wait for one more.The time such clumsy time in deciding if it's time.I'm careful but not sure how it goes.You can loose yourself in your courage.The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.This is what she says gets her through it:"

Such a long time running, and I can't stop now...

2005-08-27T20:08:00.000-07:00

Why hold things back?Yesterday, Kelly and I were talking on the phone, which I found rather strange because we never have before, and we were talking for awhile about how she thinks I do not give her enough attention. At the end of our converstaion we asymmetrically decided that it wasn't unethical to have feelings for eachother, because nothing would ever happen between us. That is how she wants

everything is now ours...

2005-08-24T23:40:00.000-07:00

This is what I think I need. These big, fat, feelings they hurt my cheeks..Confessing ones feelings about another is always a good thing to do...It may not seem like it at the time, but it truly is..After all, what if you never have the chance again?Yes, I know, cliche; but oh well. Its very true...Maybe I have never been the best at displaying or sharing my feelings,But that doesn't mean I don't

A little story for you all...

2005-08-21T00:54:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time there was this wee boy, and he was very pissed off, so he goes over to his friends house and says "you know I'm very pissed of" and she said "why"then he said "I don't know, I just am pissed off you know" she said "you can come over here and sleep in my bed tonight" and his eyes lit up, "alone that is" and he says "fine fine" she says "it's by the window over there, you can lay

man overboard

2005-08-20T13:20:00.000-07:00

kickin' old school with some Blink-182. There's so much more that I wanted and There's so much more that I needed and Time keeps moving on and on and on Soon we'll all be gone Let's take some time to talk this over You're out of line and rarely sober We can't depend on your excuses Cause in the end it's fucking useless You can only lean on me for so long Bring your ship

going away to college...

2005-08-18T00:20:00.000-07:00

the train... Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. Yesterday was Brians going away party, it was a very good time. I saw people from high school which I hadn't seen all summer...My parents and my sister are going off to Las Vegas tomorrow, I chose to stay with Pat instead of going, I think that was a wise choice. This weekend will be fun, they get back monday. so lets hang out...Everyone is

something to occupy my time...

2005-08-09T03:02:00.000-07:00

Well, summer is winding down for most people; but as for me: I still have until Oct. 3rd.Today, in the car with Pat, Joe, Seejay, and Mark, I decided that I need to do something..I remembered an idea I once thought up for a movie. I think it would be nice to make that idea an actual moving project..But, with everything there are hardships, mainly with getting the movie out to the viewing public.

talk about life..

2005-08-04T04:31:00.000-07:00

So recently, I have been thinking about life, the future, the present, and inevitably the past...But in traditional Jeff ways, lets go out of order of the thesis statement and talk about the present first...present:You know, recently I have been pretty happy with my life. I have the best friends I have ever had. The females, well haha they are confusing as usual, but you don’t wanna hear about

a new place to sit...

2005-08-02T14:19:00.000-07:00

sofa Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. man, i just got a new sofa in my room. its so freakin awesome. since i was a youngin, i have always wanted one, now i have one. everyone should come over and sit on it. because its nice.

did we just have a moment?

2005-07-27T13:40:00.000-07:00

tilt-a-freakin-crazy Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. last night Joe, Mark, Raya, Bryan, Kelly and I went down to Belmont Park, to ride the crazy roller coaster, and well we did. it was pretty intense, we stayed down there awhile, got ice cream, rode the tilt-a-whirl. that was crazy. then we walked down the beach and stufff. thats all. bye.

a night to remember, a morning to forget.

2005-07-21T17:07:00.000-07:00

Brian Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. well, last night, we kinda had an all nighter, well. Raya, Bryan, Kelly, Sherra, Pat, Liz and I planned on it, but it fell through, but it was still fun. we did a lot of cool stuff, a lot of dirty stuff, that shouldnt be talked about. but here we go: +Massive GI Joe Orgy {which my dad saw in my room} +Downtown +Hustler Store, trying on dirty

well, im sick of you too.

2005-07-18T00:54:00.000-07:00

reality bites but that's what life is pitiful you, your hideous behavior hate what God gave ya, fakin all the flava artificial minds seekin out the new trends get in where you fit in a damn shame you wanna change yourself because you're sick of yourself well I'm sick of you too, fake you're a, a counterfeit, fake you know we figured you out well I'm sick of you too, fake

humiliation serves you right.

2005-07-15T01:04:00.000-07:00

Well it didn't take you long did it babe?To learn to sing my song and get yourself laid?Oh it didn't take you long did it babe?The moment I was gone you're the master, the slaveIt didn't take me long to realizeAll of your songs were just lies lies liesAnd it didn't take you long did it babeTo find a new boy who's faith you could shaveOkay I'm sorry I'm just a little angrierCause I dug like a

i like to think that this is love lost in second chances.

2005-07-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

on the road Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. what difference does it make, either way? there's no use waiting. if nothing's going to come, i'm gonna go to it; and if you follow or if you don't, i'm still leading the way. you're on your own, i've been standing still for too long. make your mind up, you're not making sense. but i guess you never did. so prove me wrong,

Dennis hits coast with 120 mph winds

2005-07-10T12:51:00.000-07:00

'Dangerous hurricane' moves ashore on Florida Panhandle Sunday, July 10, 2005; Posted: 3:48 p.m. EDT (19:48 GMT)MOBILE, Alabama (CNN) -- A slightly weakened Hurricane Dennis began pushing ashore with 120 mph winds Sunday afternoon, triggering tornado warnings across the western Florida Panhandle as it moved northward.

trapped in the closet.

2005-07-08T20:48:00.000-07:00

have you all seen the R.Kelly videos for his songs, Trapped in the Closet? if not, please do yourself a favor and go watch them.Part 1Part 2on a lighter note:life is interesting.

explosions in the sky...

2005-07-04T23:03:00.000-07:00

july 4th fireworksOriginally uploaded by nowiknowforever. happy 4th of July everyone.today was fun.fireworks= cool.illegal mexican fireworks= cooler.fireworks with a girl you love is a lot better.disney fireworks > el cajon fireworks.click here for more pictures.chill out with some good music.good night.

the last post until the heart gives away

2005-06-19T22:27:00.000-07:00

memoriesOriginally uploaded by nowiknowforever. i'm in love.

del mar fair

2005-06-16T18:08:00.000-07:00

del mar fairOriginally uploaded by nowiknowforever. yesterday i went to the del mar fair. it was fun. so much good food, so many crazy rides, so much money. ugh, so much money. but whatev; it was worth it. I went there with Joe, Kelly, Brian, and some other people. good times. I used my Knotts Berry Farm wrist band to get one some rides for free. that was intense.today i went to gracelyn's

tsunami!

2005-06-14T21:08:00.000-07:00

tsunami? tonight?dang it.http://www.nbcsandiego.com/news/4610095/detail.html

graduation..

2005-06-11T14:32:00.000-07:00

i love it.Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. so, i graduated from high school yesterday. i dont think it has really hit me yet. its just like another summer vacation. graduation was intense. so many people were there. after graduation i got a slurpee and went out to lunch with my family. then went back to school, loaded on buses with a bunch of dude bros then went off to knotts berry.

last week of high school..

2005-06-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

signing yearbooks Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. 2 more days of high school. its crazy... this last week has been one to remember. i plan on having a bigger update tomorrow or sometime, with a big high school recap. for now, here are pictures from the last week of high school.

ariels party

2005-05-22T00:30:00.000-07:00

raya and kelly Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. today, ariel celebrated her birthday at the beach, it was a lot of fun i saw a lot of my friends there..kelly and i walked around la jolla, shopped, ate, got ice cream and walked on the beach. it was very pleasent. very. but.. say one day your having a lot of fun, then you see the girl you are in love with, that you hadnt seen in ages?

a day in the park

2005-05-14T12:25:00.000-07:00

kid at the parkOriginally uploaded by nowiknowforever. friday we went to the park, pat, joe, brian, leslie, and some little kids. it was so much fun. joe lost his wallet, but we found it a day later. yay!i got accepted to the art institute. cool.

alone? oh no..

2005-05-12T22:12:00.000-07:00

i, jeff micklos, do not have plans for tomorrow.this is the first time in a long time that i have been free. its wierd.did anyone else see valhalla on TV?

prom '05

2005-05-08T21:27:00.000-07:00

ariel and me Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. so prom was yesterday. its nice to get all dressed up and hang out with your friends. we took some nice pictures, my date, ariel, was very beautiful. i had a good time with her. we danced like no tomorrow, then we took a break, then mr. micheal melendez took off with her. fun stuff..? i suppose...after prom we went to mission beach and

what a night...

2005-04-30T12:33:00.000-07:00

Its been quite a while since i have hung out with the people i saw last night, but it makes me so happy that i did. first we went to see tellus machina {my effin boys} they rocked the stars. so we left, and these girls followed us out, earlier that night they asked me if i was on crutches at mewithoutYou. thats crazy. buy anyways, they followed us outside and invited themselves to dinner with us.

walt is my bud

2005-04-28T22:44:00.000-07:00

i love walt disney.end of story.

im with you

2005-04-23T13:28:00.000-07:00

last night was a lot of fun. first i hung out with joe and his girlfriend, we played baseball and other fun stuff. then we go slurpees. then it was off to copeland. didnt wanna pay so we stood outside, i saw so many people i knew, most of them i havent seen in forever. it was wonderful.

prom part 2

2005-04-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

i am going to prom, although it is by myself. i still have a feeling it will be fun. i gotta get my tux on sunday and i gotta go to the art insititue on saturday. yea.

california / flordia

2005-04-19T22:33:00.000-07:00

I miss the way you sing lowSo I can't hear your voice overThe radio in my carBut you know every word they sayYou knew you just the right thing to say ofDistance ripped us father and farther and farther awayI'll see you soonIf you're coming back this way againCome back from CaliforniaAll of us here in FloridaAre starved for your attentionWe're starved for your attentionCome back from

prom

2005-04-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

no need to go into details. i dont think ill go to prom..

yes!

2005-04-17T12:41:00.000-07:00

this is me very happy and full of hope.=)

disney and a band practice

2005-04-16T19:02:00.000-07:00

band practice just got over, we wrote a new song, its alrigh; nothing special.so anyways. back to stupid teen drama:the last few nights when i go to bed, regardless of what time it is, i see something about disney world. i really miss that place, i wanna go to disney land sooo bad. i love it. i love theme parks / walt disney / friends / and fun. i hope i will go. and i hope i will have someone to

a cool title

2005-04-14T20:47:00.000-07:00

ack, i dont feel good, my parents wouldnt let me go to school today; lame! whatever. i slept for 15 straight hours. last night was my interview at the art insititute, it was cool. im pretty excited for college; i just really gotta be able to drive. im so lame. my head hurts. i really wanna go to disney land over summer. ooh yes and pat got his license back! go him!

crazy weekend!

2005-04-10T01:14:00.000-07:00

party Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. what a fun crazy weekend.. +assaulted by a drunken dude [almost had to throw it down} +raced with joe against some dude +a lot of coffee +a lot of hookah +saw good people +started to hang out with lauren theres more. but just so much fun. so much. ive been having fun. i still miss german though.

first day back.

2005-04-04T21:09:00.000-07:00

well, today was the 1st day back at school. I had a wonderful day today, especially because i saw my good friend rusty after school, i havent seen him in forever. Well, like i said today was wonderful. but see, theres this girl; and i get no attention from her, and hurts oh so much. Its like she doesnt even know im alive..anymore. I dont know, maybe i should just let go? I think that would be the

a sin with adam

2005-04-02T23:06:00.000-08:00

today i saw the movie sin city with my good ol' friend adam. it was amazing. such a good movie, film noir at its finest. then we went to hilbertos and got some burritos and talked about the old days, like 7th grade. when he {we?} hit on a 4th grader, whos dads name was quasimoto. haha.!Jeff

pope

2005-04-02T12:01:00.000-08:00

the pope died.sad story.

word!

2005-04-02T11:54:00.000-08:00

yes!i finally got my new blog up and running. took forever to get a good layout and what not. but i did it. you can find me here now. i wont leave.

flordia1

2005-04-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

flordia1 Originally uploaded by nowiknowforever. sick.i miss those days.

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2005-04-01T01:01:00.000-08:00

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2005-04-01T00:32:00.000-08:00

wow! what a crazy week! i just got back from flordia with pat and his family. we met raya and the polish down there. so much fun.+disney world +universal studios +funnel cake and powder faces+clubbin+mgm studios+my frist upside down roller coaster +epcot+best pastries ever+so much fun

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2005-02-17T00:58:00.000-08:00

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