first day back.

well, today was the 1st day back at school. I had a wonderful day today, especially because i saw my good friend rusty after school, i havent seen him in forever. Well, like i said today was wonderful. but see, theres this girl; and i get no attention from her, and hurts oh so much. Its like she doesnt even know im alive..anymore. I dont know, maybe i should just let go? I think that would be the wise thing to do..but its a bit to hard, until someone else comes along. I like her so much. Maybe i should leave it alone. But people told me to persue it. eff if i know. All i know is that life is to good to have a girl ruin it. hmm. i dont know..