everything is now ours...

This is what I think I need. These big, fat, feelings they hurt my cheeks..
Confessing ones feelings about another is always a good thing to do...
It may not seem like it at the time, but it truly is..
After all, what if you never have the chance again?
Yes, I know, cliche; but oh well. Its very true...
Maybe I have never been the best at displaying or sharing my feelings,
But that doesn't mean I don't feel them...
A lot of the time, no sorry.
All of the time...
I am just so confused about how I feel.
You are always so good.
Of course things aren't always perfect,
Drinking
Drugs
and of course
Other boys...
Never help the situation...
Of course saying that you don't do it anymore helps, but in the back of my mind..
"What if..."
I should just take your word..
After all, I don't think I will find anyone better..
I love our having amazing conversations
I love having unscaled amounts of fun with you
I love waking up to you.
Physical or mental.
Of course, I always do, you are always there...
I love helping you with your math homework,
It makes me feel..needed.

Rule number 2: Don't be a fool
Rule number 3: Get up off your knees
Rule number 4: Open your door
Rule number 5: Keep it alive
Rule number 6: Don't be a prick
Rule nubmer 8: Don't leave it too late
Rule number 9: Just take your time
Rule number 1: Carpe Diem