Such a long time running, and I can't stop now...
Why hold things back?
Yesterday, Kelly and I were talking on the phone, which I found rather strange because we never have before, and we were talking for awhile about how she thinks I do not give her enough attention. At the end of our converstaion we asymmetrically decided that it wasn't unethical to have feelings for eachother, because nothing would ever happen between us. That is how she wants it.
Later that day, I got ridiculed by Brandon, Raya, Ryan, and Jordan for being friends with Katie because she is a "use to be 12 year old" Objection. Weren't we all 12 year olds at once? The fact they can badgar me like that is very uncalled for. It is not there place to tell me what to do, or how to think. They seem to see it differently. They think that it would be best if I ditched her now. I, for one, don't think so. I tried to explain to them that she is a valued friend to me, but they didn't think that was possible, and that she is too immature. So because I didn't see things their way, they decided to take actions into thier own hands. Great. They took Raya's phone, and called her up. And said such things as: "You shouldn't be with him, your to young" "He doesn't like you" "Stop talking to him" and my favorite; "He's moving to Florida in 2 weeks" What the heck? The funny/sad thing is that, they got pleasure out of this. Also, the fact that Katie believed them is something else..I don't understand how she could believe such outrageous statements from people she doesn't even know, and that are hardly my friends. She didn't even think it necessary to validate these false claims with me, she just took it, and said "Tell him to go fuck himself" Sick. Good call Katie. So they are saying that Katie is the immature one, look at what you do, then tell me who is the underdeveloped one here. Taking the easy way out is not the most mature thing to do either, nor is it the most practical. If I choose to stop talking to someone, you can trust that I will at least tell them why I chose to do so, then we would talk it over.. After all, isn't that the mature thing to do? But what would I know about maturity...
By tradition we still have one more girl to talk about...
Alisha, who ironically just singed on right now, is good. We have been talking more these days, or at least it seems that way, but if it's not true, I'm glad it seems true to me. Is that really all I have to say about her? No, it's not. The other day or week, whatever, I told her how I feel about her, there is not much to add to that, just that she use to feel the same. Use to is always better than never has, right? Right. I really enjoy talking to her. Ironically enough, she is the only one that doesn't complain about me not giving her enough attention. Although, the way I see it is that I don't give her enough attention. All this irony is not one bit out of context, everything with her is very ironic. But, maybe I just over analyze everything...
I should really work on not starting sentances with prepositions.
I'm trying really hard not to think of that girl in that way, but it gets increasingly more difficult.
Yesterday, Kelly and I were talking on the phone, which I found rather strange because we never have before, and we were talking for awhile about how she thinks I do not give her enough attention. At the end of our converstaion we asymmetrically decided that it wasn't unethical to have feelings for eachother, because nothing would ever happen between us. That is how she wants it.
Later that day, I got ridiculed by Brandon, Raya, Ryan, and Jordan for being friends with Katie because she is a "use to be 12 year old" Objection. Weren't we all 12 year olds at once? The fact they can badgar me like that is very uncalled for. It is not there place to tell me what to do, or how to think. They seem to see it differently. They think that it would be best if I ditched her now. I, for one, don't think so. I tried to explain to them that she is a valued friend to me, but they didn't think that was possible, and that she is too immature. So because I didn't see things their way, they decided to take actions into thier own hands. Great. They took Raya's phone, and called her up. And said such things as: "You shouldn't be with him, your to young" "He doesn't like you" "Stop talking to him" and my favorite; "He's moving to Florida in 2 weeks" What the heck? The funny/sad thing is that, they got pleasure out of this. Also, the fact that Katie believed them is something else..I don't understand how she could believe such outrageous statements from people she doesn't even know, and that are hardly my friends. She didn't even think it necessary to validate these false claims with me, she just took it, and said "Tell him to go fuck himself" Sick. Good call Katie. So they are saying that Katie is the immature one, look at what you do, then tell me who is the underdeveloped one here. Taking the easy way out is not the most mature thing to do either, nor is it the most practical. If I choose to stop talking to someone, you can trust that I will at least tell them why I chose to do so, then we would talk it over.. After all, isn't that the mature thing to do? But what would I know about maturity...
By tradition we still have one more girl to talk about...
Alisha, who ironically just singed on right now, is good. We have been talking more these days, or at least it seems that way, but if it's not true, I'm glad it seems true to me. Is that really all I have to say about her? No, it's not. The other day or week, whatever, I told her how I feel about her, there is not much to add to that, just that she use to feel the same. Use to is always better than never has, right? Right. I really enjoy talking to her. Ironically enough, she is the only one that doesn't complain about me not giving her enough attention. Although, the way I see it is that I don't give her enough attention. All this irony is not one bit out of context, everything with her is very ironic. But, maybe I just over analyze everything...
I should really work on not starting sentances with prepositions.
I'm trying really hard not to think of that girl in that way, but it gets increasingly more difficult.
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