i can still remember the summers eve...
It is 10 o clock in the morning, very rarely I am up this early. When I woke up this morning it was a very nice day, the sun was shining through the windows, as if it were still summer; I felt as if I should have someone by my side. Waking up made me happy, I guess it relates back to one of the best statements anyone has ever told me; it was in 8th grade. My science teacher {who I was never really fond of} was talking, I don't recall about what I never really payed much attention, but she said 'everything will be ok, after all the sun will still shine tomorrow morning'. I guess she meant if the sun shines, everything will be ok. I find truth in that, it was true today. Something else made me feel a lot better also, that is the book I am reading. Books have really seemed to help me recently, this one is really good, and with one quote it made me feel much better, "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone" I find a lot of truth and hope in this quotation, I hope you do too.
Alisha, is moving today. She is going to be much further away then before, but I hope that won't change anything. I really value her friendship, she means so much to me. A matter of fact, she was in my dream last night. The dream was that she was in the hospital, so I went and visited her. That was all, I am pretty sure she was okay. To relate this paragraph with the previous one, I will talk about happiness again. I have remade two old friends, and they have been keeping me very happy, which is good. Kaydie is one of them. Her and I use to be good friends 2 spring breaks ago, but that ended quickly. Although recently we started talking again, and I am very thankful for that. She is a really good friend, she was trying to make me feel better when I was down this weekend. The other one is Kelly. Until Saturday night we didn't really talk for about a month. While I was talking with Matt she called me to make sure everything was alright with me and that I was safe. It made me really happy that she did that, up until then I thought she didn't care about me, but that action told me she did. So her and I have started to be friends once again.
In my previous post I only talked about one sector of my life, I left out school. I had orientation on friday, it was pretty cool. It gave me a taste of what it will be like. Some people in my major had a meeting, and one of the Liberal Studies teachers talked. Her main point was that communication was key, a fellow student said "why do we need to know writing and speaking skills if all content is going to be internet based in the future" She said "good question" I interjected, "well, even if you are writing an article for a website, communication is a need skill, because you still have to communicate with the reader and use proper writing techniques." I was very nevous. The teacher looked at me and smiled "that was a very good point" she looked at my ID "Jeff, thank you". I felt so, in place. The teacher was really cute, I hope I can have a class with her one day.
"You used be alive, now you feel pathetic.
But now I get it,
What's done is done,
Just leave it alone, and don't regret.
Sometime somethings turn into dumb things.
And that's when you put your foot down.
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that,
You know that I'm never coming back."
Alisha, is moving today. She is going to be much further away then before, but I hope that won't change anything. I really value her friendship, she means so much to me. A matter of fact, she was in my dream last night. The dream was that she was in the hospital, so I went and visited her. That was all, I am pretty sure she was okay. To relate this paragraph with the previous one, I will talk about happiness again. I have remade two old friends, and they have been keeping me very happy, which is good. Kaydie is one of them. Her and I use to be good friends 2 spring breaks ago, but that ended quickly. Although recently we started talking again, and I am very thankful for that. She is a really good friend, she was trying to make me feel better when I was down this weekend. The other one is Kelly. Until Saturday night we didn't really talk for about a month. While I was talking with Matt she called me to make sure everything was alright with me and that I was safe. It made me really happy that she did that, up until then I thought she didn't care about me, but that action told me she did. So her and I have started to be friends once again.
In my previous post I only talked about one sector of my life, I left out school. I had orientation on friday, it was pretty cool. It gave me a taste of what it will be like. Some people in my major had a meeting, and one of the Liberal Studies teachers talked. Her main point was that communication was key, a fellow student said "why do we need to know writing and speaking skills if all content is going to be internet based in the future" She said "good question" I interjected, "well, even if you are writing an article for a website, communication is a need skill, because you still have to communicate with the reader and use proper writing techniques." I was very nevous. The teacher looked at me and smiled "that was a very good point" she looked at my ID "Jeff, thank you". I felt so, in place. The teacher was really cute, I hope I can have a class with her one day.
"You used be alive, now you feel pathetic.
But now I get it,
What's done is done,
Just leave it alone, and don't regret.
Sometime somethings turn into dumb things.
And that's when you put your foot down.
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that,
You know that I'm never coming back."
posted by charlie at 10:09 AM
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october 29
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