life is always better after the fall...

I am at school right now, waiting until my 1 o'clock math class, I have a test. I guess I am prepared?
Anyways, last night I had the strangest dream, I was at a school party in a hotel and a whole bunch of girls and I were in a room, sitting in a circle and one kissed me. Then we started to talk and I told her I was 17, she then got up and left. I think that this dream exposes my subconscious fear of being rejected by my fellow class mates due to my age. Until now, I never thought of that being the reason why I have no friends here, ha. Maybe I just haven't found the right person to be friends with, maybe I am too picky?

With all that aside, I have concluded that my writing skills have gone down the hill and fast, I guess I will have to try to build on those.

Lately, and especially last night, I have been going to bed very happy, which is good.
Life is good.

I am in the student lounge right now, a bunch of people are in here, I guess its a general break time. I am really tempted to yell "Life is Beautiful" really loud, but I won't. I will stay inside my shell today.