Wednesday, October 19, 2005

those drugs you got won't make you feel better...

I guess I am getting better at this whole "new friends" idea.
Today during my lunch break I asked a girl if I could share a table with her, she said yes. We didn't talk, we just shared a table, it was nice...

The past few days I have talked to Alisha, I guess she is doing well in Washington. It is still difficult to start a conversation with her, I just don't know what to say. I have been trying to make small talk about Washington, but I concluded that I don't know much about that place. I wish I was good at starting conversations, but I am not. I miss her a lot, even though I never really saw her. I know I say this all the time but her and I use to have the most amazing conversations, I miss them. She changed me a lot, for the better. Joe says that he has never seen me as happy as I get when I am talking to her. I am not sure if that made anysense but, there is a lot of truth to that statement. I made her a mix CD before she left, I have been listening to it a lot. I wish somethings would have gone differently, but there is not much I can do about that now; I just have to make the best out of what is given to me. I told her when she comes down to visit she can stay with my family. It is a nice thought, I doubt it will ever happen though. When she does come down I will show her a good time and we will go on all kinds of adventures. It will be a time to remember, I promise myself. Everything is beautiful.

What bothers me is when I see people say the same stuff they said to me to someone else, I don't think that made anysense; like I said, my writing is going downhill.

Copeland is this saturday, I am pretty excited for that, Joe, Kaydie and I are going. Along with other people. I hope everything will be good, there is a lot of drama going down, but I hope we can all look over that so we can hear Copeland. It will be a very emotional night.

I hope all this drama will blow over, and the truth will arise.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I think everyone should get a clean slate in all aspects.
Then maybe we can just enjoy an amazing show.

3:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

no kaydie has it coming to her..

and yes we all will enjoy an amazing show..

8:10 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I call you when coffee plays.

..if that made any sense at all..

8:10 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

it would be really nice if we could hold off this drama for just one night...


-kaydie.

9:11 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

yeah your welcome

12:48 PM  

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