I will keep you safe in my harbor, where my eyes and my arms are...

Today Kaydie came over. Her and I get along so well, whenever we are together it is so amazing. I do not think she understands how she makes me feel, it is unparalleled. This time around, she came into my life at such a confusing period, with Alisha just leaving, and Katie doing her thing, it was a very pivotal and vexing time in my life. She showed me something that I had not seen for a long time, truth and trust. I think I made that right choice in October, I am happy with my life right now.
A while ago, Kaydie and I were talking and we told each other our "stories" about previous relationships. I told her about Lauren, Jessica, Her, and Alisha, and how they all got me to where I am now. She was very understanding about my story and to my situation. I told her that she is the only person who can take my mind off others, which she has done twice. When she told me her story, I was shocked to find out that I played the exact same role in her life. I find that fact mind blowing. It is amazing how two people's paths can lead astray, then can merge into one at the most random and necessary of times.
I apologize for the sappy entry, I have just been thinking about this all day, and I needed to get it off my chest, and I am far to shy to say it aloud.

Mortal lovers must not try to remain at the first step; for lasting passion is the dream of a harlot...
C. S. Lewis

Those who restrain desire, do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
William Blake

I tore myself away from the safe comfort of certainties through my love for the truth; and truth rewarded me.
Simone de Beauvoir